Burning my self

Are you ever has a Best Friend ?
That people who always in your side...
who Can be more than your Father or Mother...
who Always be your sharing friend and never make a secret about you ...
who gives what he doesn't give to other...
who make you like his little brother from another mother ...

you so lucky...

But from this moment, i know if people don't like the real of Mine. I
wasteful, noisy, and just can only be a bully for all people around me.

AND NOBODY BESIDE ME, nobody can i trust , and nobody trust me ...
thats my life ...

But i belive if ihave one of my parents (L) and from my FFF (A) that can i expect more than Fuck Fake Friends..,

THX...

AGAIN
:D